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In Your Atmosphere

I'm not going back to L.A.

I'm not going to school in the Fall.

I don't know what I'm doing with my life anymore.

And I miss you more than words can explain.

I hate all of this right now.

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quarter drunk emo post of the year:

I wish I wasn't such a god damn pussy, though wanting to hit on a girl over three and a half years younger than me is a little weird.

She's fucking hot, cute and smart as hell though.


Fuuuucccccccckkkkkkkk


I had a good time tonight though, and tomorrow (later tonight on Saturday) I'll be bar hopping with another friend for his birthday _party_.

I love alcohol, as it makes me less of the man I really am. How fucking depressing is that.




I apologize for this post, and thank Chrome for having a spellchecker so I don't totally embarrass myself.

That is all-
One half of the collective Matt out.



PS: 300th post! wooooooooooo oo oo oo.

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meet up

I'm in front in front of Backspace. Where are you?

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f . u . c . k . !

I just had a fucking outrageous night at a friend's birthday "party" "bar hopping" around downtown portland. The quotes with be explained after I sleep.

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completely deserving

Trying so hard to keep from falling apart. When it rains, it really does pour.

Is there such a thing as too much of a catalyst?

Just saying I'm going to make changes isn't enough. I need results.

This girl may very well be the one last piece to make me completely spin off of the planet. This is not good. Not good at all. I just need to talk about this with her in a safe location. I don't wanna blow what (might) still be there.

Enough of this vague crap.

I'm seriously considering getting my ridiculously stupid tattoo. It's awesome.

I'm heading out to go play some soccer.

-fraz.

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ELOWEL IS GOING DOWN--

For about 10 minutes after I get home from work at 11:30ish pm. I need to move elowel to a more secure location where it's not going to have any issues!

That is all!

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Dear Dad

Fuck you.

Seriously, I mean it.

I hate that I grew up to be just like you.

I hate that I learned how to treat people from watching you.

I want you to know that I think you're the biggest hypocrite I know. I wish you could just take a step back and see what you really are. You're not perfect. In fact, you're far from it. Your sarcasm and all around dickheadishness has kept you and I from ever being the father and son we should be.

Look, I get it. My life is far from perfect. I could be the fucking president and you'd still find something about me to shit on. The worst part is that everything positive in my life you somehow manage to take credit for! Of course Dad, I'm just along for the ride in my own fucking life.

Just in case I don't say it enough tonight, fuck you.

Sorry that the trajectory of my life doesn't reach your impossible standards. I'm not Connor. Sure, he's brilliant. I agree. Too bad I'm not him. And as far as 'black sheep' go, I think the family is getting off light as fuck.

I hate that after how horrible you've made me feel my entire life, I still feel guilty for
hating you.

I want to finish this, but I just can't.

-fraz.

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